hee, thank you! (and re: performative nonnormative: i am so sorry for the GIGANTIC SERVICE INTERRUPTION. i kind of had a mini-freakout-breakdown (of the overwhelmed calling crisis lines kind of thing, it's a long story; I have a pretty annoyingly insane life) and just as that was starting to lift I came down with this achy-muscle plague from hell; I've been sleeping a LOT. The majority of this fic was actually written this afternoon after I'd woken up finally feeling well enough to write something and not-afraid that it would turn out like crap. Yes, I was actually that terrified - that was part of the breakdown. Anyway, my apologies.)
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(and re: performative nonnormative: i am so sorry for the GIGANTIC SERVICE INTERRUPTION. i kind of had a mini-freakout-breakdown (of the overwhelmed calling crisis lines kind of thing, it's a long story; I have a pretty annoyingly insane life) and just as that was starting to lift I came down with this achy-muscle plague from hell; I've been sleeping a LOT. The majority of this fic was actually written this afternoon after I'd woken up finally feeling well enough to write something and not-afraid that it would turn out like crap. Yes, I was actually that terrified - that was part of the breakdown. Anyway, my apologies.)